QUIET was my second solo album and marked by my debut as a writer. It
was the album with which I took a crucial lateral step in terms of direction,
to provide a platform for my musical evolution and a showcase for the
possibilities that I was developing for my voice.
I did not take on board the contemporary short term view around me in
1984 that I ought to be producing slick, trendy product out of the already
well trodden paths and over-refined resources of the pop world (both artistically
and in the business sense) to help throw off the hopelessly kitsch, invalidated
image of the Asian community constructed by the media at the time in Britain.
I could see only artistic insecurity in that direction.
Instead, the premise from which the team of writers worked on the album
reflected my wish to abandon any known, sure-fire element so that more
obscure methods, structures and elements would have to be explored and,
to some degree, quantified. Consequently, it was decided that QUIET would
be lyricless, the tracks untitled, and, rather than draw on any predictable
or trendy connotated musical form such as cool jazz or funk as a constant
prop in its equation, that the album would explore the structural world
of cyclic riffs, combined with as many tones and textures (out of the
vast array possible both Oriental and Occidental) as I could vocally bring
to the work. My aim was not to produce a well honed product, or to polish
what we knew, but to force myself particularly, into the kind of new territory
where I would learn as a musician and writer; in other words to sacrifice
the album as a product to the long term goal of my growth as an artist.
'For the first time as a writer, I was facing the 'blank page'
the potentially most powerful reflector of the human soul. I was terrified
at the necessity of committing to paper or vinyl what I really thought
or felt musically I still am sometimes. I insisted I didnt
want to write, that I couldnt write even
when I came up with three beautiful melodies at my first attempt for (appropriately
enough) Quiet1. I have since grown to deeply value the mental freedoms
possible in the pure world of imagination that writing led me into and
its effect on my personal development. In it, I cannot be limited by any
social, cultural or material restriction. I can think thoughts I was never meant to think. Quiet is the album where that process began."
Sheila Chandra 1995
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