A few months before going on stage, there came a time when I wanted fire
walkers, jugglers and a dozen dancers out there with me anything
to keep the audiences attention! I kept wondering if this kind of
solo voice concert could possibly work
thats when I needed
all my courage to stick to the initial vision.
On stage, alone, and with only my voice to carry me, sometimes my own
conscious and active waiting in a performance is rewarded
by an incredible feeling. Its as if an outside influence has entered
me, sound is channelled through my body like a flute and theres
no sensation in my throat.
If I am lucky, this connection with something that feels like a higher
intelligence happens when Im writing too. I am not in charge as
far as my albums are concerned. I am kept in line by these songs. They
pour out of my throat with far more levels of meaning in them than I could
possibly cobble together out of my own consciousness, or than I can see
at the time. I have learned to simply prepare well and then get out of
the way of the process, in the hope that it will happen. That is why a
lack of record company interference is so important to me.
I think of my albums as living entities as personalities in their
own right. So Im not about to sit back and let something in a way
as innocent and defenceless as my recordings come through and be manipulated
away from their full potential for the sake of simply making money. Instead,
I protect them through my publishing and production companies, and by
working very closely with Real World. I am able to do this because Ive
never taken on a manager, I negotiate my own recording contracts, I own
my own recordings and currently lease them for a limited period only.
Each of the trilogy albums has been signed to Real World as a one-off,
and only once Id completed the final mixes and was satisfied with
the result.
Throughout this period Real World have been very brave about letting
me get on with and supporting me in my own musical vision. I chose them
because they were, and have continued to be, willing to let me maintain
my previously found creative and business control. But they have also
enhanced and expanded all aspects of quality control and helped my music
find new audiences worldwide.
The have let me become part of the family at Real World and WOMAD and
this, certainly for me, is not a factor to be underestimated, coming as
I had done from the tiny and isolated Indipop label (God bless em!)
and very much in from out of the cold. My move in 1991 to
live in Glastonbury, only a short drive from Real World, has helped me
find a new sense of spiritual and musical home that has given me the confidence
to attempt more and more.
If I am lucky, this connection with something that feels like a higher
intelligence happens when Im writing too. I am not in charge as
far as my albums are concerned. I am kept in line by these songs. They
pour out of my throat with far more levels of meaning in them than I could
possibly cobble together out of my own consciousness, or than I can see
at the time. I have learned to simply prepare well and then get out of
the way of the process, in the hope that it will happen. That is why a
lack of record company interference is so important to me.
    
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