If a piece of work is derivative, we know where it came from, we can spot
the influences. But often, when someone comes up with something outlandish,
instead of concentrating on the fact that, say, seventy percent of it
is new and original, we tend to concentrate on the thirty percent of the
structure that we do understand from the past. There is almost a resistance
to experiencing new things in a vulnerable and fresh way. (Certainly musically
I think we are hooked on familiarity). No piece of work is totally original.
I use the same twelve notes as everybody else, I use a lot of vocal ornaments
from various traditions, and so people have hung onto that, in a way,
because the rest of it is rather a bumpy ride. With this album, that hanging
on is not so possible.
There are some things that relate back to the previous albums. With
"The Zen Kiss" I talked about "being sung"
this album focuses on the experience of the listener being between my
ears or hearing what I hear, which is a way of getting closer to the experience
of "being sung". The album is incomplete whilst it lacks the
attentive listeners experience, and that makes it much more like
performance art. Although the album uses the same structure and the same
techniques as "The Zen Kiss" and "Weaving My Ancestors
Voices", this time it puts you in the place of the creator.
I have a single skill, from which many others have grown, and that skill
is to be able to connect to a world of potential, swim alongside it, learn
from it, and birth its ideas into this world. There is something going
on under great creative works that we all need to face not the
blank page, but the darkness of potential, where you can hear little whispers
of ideas or gifts of insight that the creator births into the real world.
I want the listener to be able to hear those whispers of things for themselves,
and that is why "ABoneCroneDrone" attempts to place the listener
inside the creators cauldron.
Ive become so attuned to whats going on within drones that
now I sometimes hear fully formed melodies in them, played on appropriate
instruments, and these "performances" dont usually relate
to my current level of skill as a writer or singer they are often
far beyond my skills nor do they sound like any composition I can
recall, but they carry the same joy that I experience from any brilliant
performance. Its rather like "seeing things".
Sometimes I could swear that what Im experiencing exists in reality
for anyone else to hear.
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